Here’s the first in my new monthly series: Scarlet Letters. You email your letter, confession, erotic story or a phone call review and if I pick yours to post on my blog; you get 5 Free minutes added to your next call to me! Read all about it here.
This month I’ve chosen to publish Mike’s letter; questioning his penis size. I’ve also decided to record Mike’s letter…..Click To Listen.
Mike’s letter reminds me of some of the Erotic Audios I have in the audio store right now including: sph Ring Tone, Teeny Tiny Wager, The Evil Escort and Your Penis Is Too Small Honey.
Mike Questions His Size
I am responding to your “letter request” on your blog. I will use a pseudonym to keep my identity private. I am not sure if this is a kink or a fetish or just “me”. As a young boy I had questions about my “size”. I was curious probably like most boys. I was suspicious that I might be a bit on the small side. As time went on and I went into High School I began to hear girls “talk”. The topic of “size” seemed to come up with some frequency. The girls were so pretty and I was so, so attracted. It seemed that without exception when the topic of “size” or “endowment” came up the girls always put endowed guys on a pedestal. I can still recall the first few times I heard the term “hung” or “well hung” and then later “endowed” or “well endowed”. Yet I more than suspected that those terms definitely did not apply to me. Many girls were quite upfront about it. I did not have all this terminology then but knew I was not going to be the “alpha guy”. I began to have a lot of desires to “do chores” for girls. I know that might sound odd but I sort of connect it with the “endowment” stuff.
I had one girlfriend in particular along the way who sort of “used me” like that. Well, more than one but one was “over the top”. She was not a dominatrix explicitly but sure could have been. She was pretty, a bit older, and used my “size” in a dominating threatening kind of way. I was often afraid she would bring it up when we were with her friends or in some public venue. On occasion she did so more than once. But usually it was “just between us”. She was a humiliatrix before I had even known the term. “Do you sometimes wish you weren’t tiny”? “How big do you think HE is”? “When did you first know you were small”? She would bring up small penis “issues” nearly daily. I don’t know why exactly – I just adored her still and wanted to be with her. I learned to be quiet, not argue, go along. I blushed – a lot. I think once she got the power she had she would continually up the ante – being more and more “extreme”. The worst was once when a girlfriend of hers was over and we had had dinner – she referenced it out rightly when it was time to clear the table. Her voice still rings in my ears “Shouldn’t the least endowed of us get to clear”, she smiled. I would “lose” my voice at those sort of comments. I could not speak up, at all. She sensed this – thus ramped it up more and more. I felt so submissive with her – though again, I did not use that term totally then.
I don’t recall “liking” the humiliation exactly but I felt bound to her. I so wanted to stay. Another guy would have left I am sure. Often we had a “normal” relationship. But when push came to shove or something needed be decided or she wanted something – boom. She would be quick to bring up
“the issue” and I would be quick to be quiet. She understood how in charge she was and understood it a lot more than I did (or even do).
Thank you Mike for submitting your letter! I can’t wait to talk with you about your size and how I might also bring up the issue repeatedly. I’ve emailed you with info on how to use your 5 Free Minutes; just reply back and we can set up a date and time!
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Hello Sexy Miss. Scarlet! Love your blog. It’s smoldering hot and fun. “Mike’s pre-dick-ament really caught my attention. The bond he mentioned that was formed from the humiliation is such a powerful force. I have heard from many of my SPH submissives very similar sentiments. It’s almost like being branded by a woman that sees their transparency & into the crux of their SP “secret” shame.
Oh Ms Scarlet, I love this post, I think we should team up and have a dear mistress to help all those lost souls. I think that in this post, when a guy has a concern about his penis size, 9 out of 10 times is because they know that they are not big enough for any woman and they have reasons why to be concern on how to find other ways to be able to please a woman. I just love this post! I think is so great that you are doing this for all of your reader, giving them another outlet to seek out professional help!
Thank you so much Miss Fiona! I have to say; that is exactly why I chose Mike’s letter to be my first one. I could totally relate to the description of his bond with his humiliation Mistress (even when he didn’t realize that’s what she was). I am right there with you – it is such a powerful force!
I have to say some of these comments are right on point. It is an odd/amazing thing to be “held” by a female like that. If someone had told me that was possible before I had experienced it I don’t think I would have believed it. It is a sort of physical experience in a way – where you feel overwhelmed and sort of unable to object. I do not know or understand totally how it works but I do know it is real.