Do you think about her ex?
Her ex lover, boyfriend, husband? I know you do. You might have even asked her the question all men want to know………”was he bigger than me?”. Or perhaps you really want to know if he gave her better orgasms? If he turned her on more? Treated her better?
I know you’re curious! It’s really quite natural to want to know these things. It’s that primal instinct in you; wanting to know that you’re the Alpha. Needing your woman to give you that reassurance.
But……… What if you’re really the beta?
What if he really was bigger than you? What if he did give her better orgasms than you do? What if he did turn her on more? And treated her better?
What would all of that mean? Would it mean her ex was more of a man than you are? It could even mean……that she wants to be with him again! She might be fantasizing about him while you’re making love! She could even be…..cuckolding you by sucking his big cock behind your back!
That would be completely humiliating. Completely emasculating. To have your girlfriend/hot wife/lover sleeping with someone that she obviously feels is superior to you. Wow. Think about that. I bet you already have. I would wager that you’ve actually masturbated to the thought of her getting banged by her ex. Admit it. You have. Haven’t you?
It’s ok. It’s natural. All men do it. All men jack off to the thought of their woman being pleasured by another man.
Don’t they?
Let’s talk about it. I could even pretend to be her. Mmmmmm. I think I’d like that. I’d like to tell you the truth about the ex.
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In full disclosure I always did think about that – was he bigger? I felt less worry about it in high school when (right or wrong) I though maybe girls were less experienced. In college I knew they had all probably had boyfriends by then. The worry of how big has she already seen was always on my mind. It gets into your head.
I think about this all the time. I’m definitely a little below average at only about 3.25 inches at my hardest. So it’s hard not to wonder. A few months ago my wife actually mentioned her last boyfriend was a full 9 inches and very thick. My heart sank immediately, but she’s always very honest with me and she insisted over and over that the sex is just as good with me as it was with him. And even better because I’m a much sweeter guy than he was. I don’t really think she’s the kind of woman who is into all the muscles and alpha male stuff anyway.
Still I wonder because sometimes things just don’t seem to add up. We sometimes go months when she isn’t interested in sex. I think it’s been like 5 or six months since last time we had sex. Not sure how she can say the sex with me is great when she doesn’t want it any more often than that.
And lately there’s been more. She’s picked up several sets of lingerie but she’s never worn them for me. And the worst was recently when I noticed a magnum condom in her purse. I asked about it but super quick she had an answer that seemed believable. It’s rainy season now where we live and she said magnum condoms are good for keeping her phone dry when she uses it outside.
That makes sense. And she always seems super sincere and believable when we have these talks. But still, sometimes I wonder.
Sometimes I feel like it would be helpful to have another woman to talk to who o know would be honest. Do some women really buy lingerie and not use it? Is it possible for a woman to enjoy a 3.25 inch penis on a little bit of a beta man just as much as a 9 inch one on a guy that’s super muscled and alpha? And do women really carry magnums just to protect their phone in the rain? I don’t want to be naive. But I do really trust my wife too.
I have had many of those same kind of wonders. Are women being honest with me? I am just under 4 in and have had girls simply not comment. This has always left me in the lurch because I have (like about a million times) overheard girls talk very positively, admiringly or even lovingly about big guys or well sized guys. So if a girl sees my size and just does not comment it makes me wonder what she is thinking. I guess one of the questions I would want to ask a woman but frankly never have out of fear is – could a woman see a guy who is just under 4 in and not think he is small or simply not think about the size issue? Are there women/girls who don’t think about it? I used to think maybe so. But when I consider all the comments I have heard and overheard overtime I tend to doubt it.